****clam down...
(sigh!)
X_x.
it's always the same.
don't know if it's really my fault. (sigh!)
and i also know if it's really that big of a deal...
sometimes, i just wanna scream.
but frankly, i can't.
i really really can't.
i just need to calm down a bit...
x_x.
i can't complain. i'm not in the position...
i can't blame anyone else. it's clearly not their fault...
i can't say i'm to blame. it's not a mistake...
x_x.
i just feel indifferent.
and i don't wanna feel it...
x_X.
i just can't SAY, I'M NOT OKAY...
