he-who's-confused

the end of july is nearing yet i haven't posted anything here since the 14th of june.
it's really hard to keep track of everything that's happening around me, so i probably won't relate much this time.

i haven't watched harry potter and the half blood prince yet.
to think that i am a self-proclaimed hp fan. haha.
really weird.

i'm probably just pumped up from all the stress of being a student and a dancer.
concert's coming up yet polishing every dance move of every dancer in every dances of the concert is very far from over.
hope we can do this in time for the show.
(sigh)........

acads...
i'm tripping on my academics.
factors? i don't wanna enumerate.
i will just do the best i can to catch up with everything i keep on missing.

i hate this feeling:-(

i hate this feeling right now...(sigh)

i feel like throwing up but then i'm hungry. haha.
i really don't feel good. i wanna rest. fresh from the trip back here in elbi. (sigh)
i'm dizzy.
despite the things i'm feeling at the moment, i wanna stay up. got lots of things to do today. haha.
think i'll take medication once i've finished with everything that needs to be done. lol:-)
going back to school is so not easy. especially when you feel SICK!!!!!!!! haha.

bye!

he-who's-got-the-last-song-syndrome

huh...lss again.

what song??

haha. a thousand miles. the version by david archuleta.:-)

found it one time on the internet and found it way coooolll!!!! haha. know the song's not new. but it's got this cool piano accompaniment that i really, really love listening to. haha. wonder if i'd ever learn to play the piano. 'm not actually a musical-instrument-person. (sigh)

making my way downtown
walking fast, faces pass
and i'm home bound...

haha. lss.

by the way, i'm listening to other songs (of david)..:-)x_x. zero gravity! way cool! i didn't think he could sing a song with this kind of beat.

if anyone can make me fall in love,
you can...
save me from myself,
you can...

you can. love this song!!!!! of all his songs on his first album, i love this most. great rhythm!

show me that good things come to those who wait....

to be with you. another favorite of mine. just can't memorize it though. anyway...so i can't get over david these days...haha. 'm not obsessed or anything, mind you. (sigh)! [oohh...it smells good! haha. i smelled food. 'm hungry, but it's too early for dinner:-)].

oh no! i've signed out!! noooo!!! oh well, i'll just post this in my friendster account.:-).

anyways, i'll be invisible here for a while, i expect. partly because the 1st term of our academic year is starting and because, recently, i'm too caught up listening to music on youtube!.

see yah!

trying something new

My Voice Within

dreams are just dreams, they say.
never meant to stay.
never destined true.
but i'll believe and pray,
and hope everything comes true someday.

wishes are what they are.
mere fragments of thoughts,
just imaginations.
but my heart'll seek the light,
know my dreams will be heard in paradise.

got to keep fighting.
i will keep on fighting,
fight my dreams to existence.
if i fail trying,
and my world seems ending,
i'll stand and hold my head high.
'cause i know inside,
i'll reach my dreams and fly,
among those stars in the sky.

i'll shut my ears from what they're sayin'
and listen to my voice within.

life is no fantasy.
they keep telling me,
it's reality.
but i'll make my dreams real.
listen to my voice; follow what you feel.

i got to keep fighting.
i will keep on fighting,
fight my dreams to existence.
if i fail trying,
and my world seems ending,
i'll stand and hold my head high.
knowing deep inside,
i'll reach my dreams and fly,
among those stars, bright in the sky.

i'll not hear what they're commanding,
instead listen to my voice within.
oh, my voice within,
hoping...
believing...
reaching...
my voice from deep within...

-just inspired :-D

a birthday gone wild

well...just turned 17 yesterday! hahaha...yeah!
so what's the big deal? lol..:-D

anyways...i've finally finalized my schedule for next semester! thought i'd never get a chance to. darn net! hahaha:-) i'm just so happy right now...:-D

oh, yeah...i'm gonna relate to everyone how i spent my birthday yesterday..(huh, sounds redundant.)...okay, here it goes...i woke up and considered the day as practically like any other day...i expected nothing from my family and nothing from my friends. i checked my phone and found 3 messages. i opened them and was shocked to see...............hahaha! lol...who am i kidding. let's get to the good bit!....

well, i lost 200 pesos in the atm! (think it's grammatically wrong:-)). i didn't know how it happened though. (sigh). i was planning to treat everyone, BUT NO! the machine just have to eat my money! hahaha.lol. [reminds me, gonna report that to the bank tomorrow:-D]

we (i and some of my high school classmates) gathered yesterday, not for my birthday, but to welcome back a former classmate of ours from japan. haha. lol. well, that was the original plan anyway.......when we got to his house, we learned from his mother that he won't be back 'til tomorrow evening (which would be today:-D). haha. lol. thanks to our ever trustworthy (NOT!) informant, we got ourselves in to a really really really embarassing situation!!! haha. and worse, it rained!!!! hahaha...we're soaked, humiliated and hungry!!! and i don't have any money. thanks to the atm!!!! hahaha.lol;-)

WHAT A WAY TO SPEND A BIRTHDAY! hahaha. right????!!!

--but thanks anyway guys for spending it with me!!!! haha. loads of fun!!! hahaha

oh yeah...i just remembered; instead of getting home early last night...we ended the day with a little drinking session....haha....i didn't get tipsy. SWEAR! haha. but i drunk nevertheless. haha. it was way fun chatting with my old friends over bottles of beer (and brandy)...hahaha.

just to make myself clear....i'm not a drunkard....it was all for fun. and hey, i'ts my birthday anyway! hahaha...:-)

so there...got money "eaten up" by a machine. got soaking wet. drinking up. humiliated. and a whole lot of greetings!!! hahaha. not really my kind of birthday! haha

see yah!

spending much

i'm spending so much time and money on the net. searching practically nonsense!

bye!

he-who's-not-up-dated

not up-dated.

haha. i'm officially not up-dated with practically anything right now. maybe it's because our tv is on vacation. haha. it's actually broken. darn. i don't know what's happening to showbiz...huh!!!!
well, not only showbusiness. apparently the world. i'll not be surprise to wake up one day not knowing that there is a tsunami coming. or worse. haha. hope not.X_x. :-D

(sigh). well...i just watched david a's performance in eat bulaga, a few minutes ago. don't know when's that happened, though. haha. no tv. apparently, he and cook visited the country for a concert. funny...my sister and i were just talking about how cool and rad it would be if archie and cook would have a concert here in the philippines...hahahahaha.:-) [i'll relate this to her when i get back home]...:-D

crap. music is really something i got so much upset about when we got our television broken. but....thanks to 91.1 campus radio, we, or rather i, still hear the songs i love listening to. haha.:-) though they don't play songs that are really "new."

oh, that reminds me. our town festival got featured on national tv. live. haha. on gma7. not so sure if that is something to be "really" happy about. hah! well frankly, it's really a bore! [just my opinion...:-)]

by the way...i also watched david a and c's interview with eugene domingo. hahahaha. [lol] haha. it's really funny. you should watch it. eugene is really good.:-)

[just noticed...i'm quite fond of typing the word "really". really. i mean, seriously. :-D]

anyways...i'm quite disappointed that it was gma7 who covered their (david a and c's) visit here in the philippines. what happened to abs??? sleeping, while the whole country is screaming the idols' names??!!! haha. nothing personal. thanks to gma, though. [thought i'd check archie's twitter later.:-)] hahahaha.X_x.

hmmmm...hhhmmmm..(sigh)

oh, just checked my systemone account earlier. haha. still have no slot in speech com 1. maybe i should have not cancelled out my slot in nat-sci 10. oh well. i'll just wait til next week and see if i get the subject.

'til then. haha. got nothing more to say. gonna visit my friendster and multiply account.