Just Maybe

****clam down...

(sigh!)

X_x.

it's always the same.

don't know if it's really my fault. (sigh!)

and i also know if it's really that big of a deal...

sometimes, i just wanna scream.

but frankly, i can't.

i really really can't.

i just need to calm down a bit...

x_x.

i can't complain. i'm not in the position...

i can't blame anyone else. it's clearly not their fault...

i can't say i'm to blame. it's not a mistake...

x_x.

i just feel indifferent.

and i don't wanna feel it...

x_X.

i just can't SAY, I'M NOT OKAY...